I need a hug!

I never knew it was possible to miss someone so terrible. The more I try not to, the more I seem to care, and the more I say I'm fine, the more I'm just pretending.

I'm sad.

The saddest kind of sad is the sad tries not to be sad. You know, when the sad tries to bite the lips and not cry and smile and go. " I am happy for you. " That's when really sad.

Sometimes, you think you want to die but in reality you just want to be saved.

We used to be alright. D:

Dear Lord, I hope everything will be fine soon. Amen.

Rainy "Good Morning" from Melbourne

I have reminded my bf that he MUST bring an umbrella out cz there will be a thunderstorm today and I wasn't surprise that he do not remember haha!!  So, I went to buy a big umbrella when I was on my way school bcoz I dun want to squeeze into a small umbrella with him after class. 

                                

It's romantic to see couples walking under the rain in the movie but not a HEAVY one like this!! haha. Besides, I still took out my small one because the big one is still not enough for both of us, I wonder..... hahaha

Anyway, tomorrow would be a nice busy day with loads of sunshine – I thought to myself. :)

Wanna Go Out So Badly.

Stuck with my books:( !! Just realise that I hvt been to any places around Melbourne for this two years. Have been studying the whole time.  

JC promised to go out with me, a day out to places we never been to. But not yet...

I hope this day will come true, soon. Both of us are too busy with our studies but I'm glad that we still managed to have lunch and dinner together most of the time. We are looking forward to go back Malaysia in less than 2 months time!! 12 November, Miri WE ARE COMING!! Gonna off to bed now, its 3.30am now, have to wake up at 9am in the morning D: Oh man!!

Life Recently.

Busy studying as usual, everything getting harder and harder this semester, exam is around the corner too!! :( So tired, counting how many hours I can sleep everynight!!  Lack of sleep not because I'm studying, I squeeze some of my sleeping time to watch youtube!! Browsing youtube somehow make me feel relaxing and I love it!! Can this consider as a hobby?
When to watch a movie with my JC two days ago.

'Johnny English Reborn' is a funny family film which won't disappoint Mr Bean's loyal target audience: the kids and the kid in ever adult. It's a very entertaining movie, deffinately chill you out with joy, and recover from the stress of a busy schedule. <3 <3 Special thanks to my bf for this movie:)

  
                                                        Church Activity <3

I enjoyed and having fun participate in the short drama. :D

Nice decoration:)

Its a success activity!! <3

I have to continue my study now, Goodbye my secret corner<3 xoxo.

Forgiveness.

It's the kind of anger I want to hold onto, because behind it I know there is a wave of sadness that I just don't feel capable of handling at the moment.
Forgiveness is the ultimate selfish act.
But it’s one selfish act that truly makes your entire world a better place.

Sometimes, I rather not to know anything, but please considered my feelings as well. Doesn't say, doesn't ask, do not mean I'm okay, and do not mean I don't know!! At the end of the day, I will choose to forget about it!! Besides, I do not have enough information and I do not what to ask for it as I know I can't handle it.

Love is sweeter when it's true.

Bonjour! :D  Have not been updating for ages. Time flies huh. So much has happened, so much has changed, but all seems pretty good for me now.

Something for my love one,
I'm sorry for being so childish these few months and I know I have to be more understanding. I will be tough to move on dear, I will trust everything you tell and I will never influence by things or people that trying to let us down. I enjoy my every second to be with you, you always make me a special one all the time when I'm around with you!! I appreciate <3 <3

Love does give me a Fairytale!!
And, needless to say, :) It feels AWESOME :) Woohoo:) xoxo.

** I have deleted all of my previous post ** No Reason!!! Tata.