I never knew it was possible to miss someone so terrible. The more I try not to, the more I seem to care, and the more I say I'm fine, the more I'm just pretending.
I'm sad.
The saddest kind of sad is the sad tries not to be sad. You know, when the sad tries to bite the lips and not cry and smile and go. " I am happy for you. " That's when really sad.
Sometimes, you think you want to die but in reality you just want to be saved.
We used to be alright. D:
Dear Lord, I hope everything will be fine soon. Amen.
